Coursing through the blood.

I said I couldn't put it into words, but I am going to try:

I am -

sad, disappointed, hurt, crushed, unsure, disengaged, exhausted, aggravated, sick, torn, shocked,demoralized, appalled, humiliated, discouraged, disheartened, disillusioned, disinclined, repulsed, stifled, thwarted...

But at the same time:

I am -

accepted, adored, adorable, approved of, desirable, entrusted, loved, validated, valued, welcomed,cherished...

By my King