Unable to change

I feel like the majority of my life is spent, taking two steps forward and one step back. I get somewhere and then I just end up failing and going back to where I was. I can't win. I can't get ahead. I am severely frustrated.

And yet I know, I am headed toward a breakthrough. Part of me wants to be dependent solely on Him while another part of me wants it my way. I know which way I will be happier. So I need to crucify my flesh and lay it down. I will get out of this- victory in hand. MY FUTURE HAPPINESS DEPENDS ON IT!

FLY

When last place is where I’ve been
It’s hard to find the strength to start again
Sometimes it seems like I can never win

I’m held back by the weight of a crowd
Can’t move to find my way out
You give me faith to get my feet off the ground
‘Cause it’s not easy...

Trying to fly against the wind
When I keep on falling back to where I’ve been
Start over again

I’m overwhelmed when there’s too much
Hiding the view to all that you’ve done
I step back to see how far we’ve come
And you’re always with me (when I’m)

Trying to fly against the wind
But I keep on falling back to where I’ve been
Trying to fly against the wind
Start over again

When last place is where I’ve been
You give me what I need to start again

Trying to fly against the wind
But I keep on falling back to where I’ve been
Trying to fly against the wind
And you keep on coming back for me again...over and over again



Won't Walk Away
You never walked away,
You never left or let me down.
You always set me free,
"Because" You love me I was found

"no so here"I won't walk away, away.
And I will follow
You wherever You lead.
I won't walk away.
I will follow
You wherever You lead.
I won't walk away.

You always lead me on
To where You know I need to be.
Forever I will trust in
Where Your wings will carry me.